Archive for 01/29/2011

happy frustration

Posted in blah on 01/29/2011 by whatevertoni

One of the facebook stats of my friend says that our highschool batchmate is one of the candidates of Bb. Pilipinas Universe, the most prestigious pageant in the country. The winner of Bb. Pilipinas will represent the country in the Miss Universe pageant.

I remember that she was once my classmate in third year. We were a bit rough and not so lady-like. We even call each other, ‘dude pare’. lol. I used to like hanging out with her since we had a lot of things in common. We were both thin and tall (she’s taller by a few cm), and we also have the same humor. Although we sort of acted like dudes, I was secretly thinking that we had what it takes to be models.

 She did become a model probably during college.

Now, that she is on her way to be a beauty queen, I feel so proud of her. I don’t feel envious. I just think that being a model or beauty queen is just my happy frustration. Yeah, oh well. haha. Being a model isn’t too impossible, right? lol.



Posted in express on 01/29/2011 by whatevertoni

I need a miracle not for myself, but for my bestfriend’s mom who is battling with Breast Cancer. I don’t want her to lose both parents in a span of less than three years. I think that’s too much for her.

I don’t know what to say to her. I don’t know how to pray for this, but I’m yelling to the universe right now of her need of a miracle.