Archive for March, 2011

They melt your heart…

Posted in Girls Generation, SNSD with tags , on 03/30/2011 by whatevertoni

It’s like a scene in a movie. But the video clip is from the reality show “Factory Girl”. SooRi is forever sweet! I so love the soshi bond. It’s not for a show. It’s real.


Anything you need to feed your KPOP addiction is in TUMBLR!!!!


Hang ups

Posted in blah, love?! with tags , on 03/26/2011 by whatevertoni

A lot of people still have hang ups for their ex, for the pseudo ex, for the person they used to love, and/or for the person who ruined their life. They’re clinging on to something that’s no longer there. They long to be with that person. They long to have a connection. They long to have that high feeling, but the closest thing they’ll ever get to feeling it is to lick their wounds after the so-called battlefield of love. It’s the past. It’s gone. They’re dwelling on to something that’s no longer there. All that’s left is a scar that cannot be erased.

I think some people choose to hold on to things. It doesn’t matter whether or not it’s imagined. Letting go of hang ups means feeling empty, which means they’re afraid of facing the possibility of being left with a void that’s so hard to fill in.

By saying all these, I realized that I have no hang ups. It’s because I can feel the void inside of me. But it doesn’t bother me much. It’s just whatever, toni.

Black Friday

Posted in blah with tags on 03/26/2011 by whatevertoni

“It’s Friday, Friday.. gotta get down on Friday!”

Everyone is fussing about Rebecca Black’s annoyingly catchy song “Friday”. It’s either you hate the song or you love it. As for me, I love it! Not that I’m a fan or anything, it’s a typical feel-good song, so I’m into listening it repeatedly. My friends, on the other hand, are extremely annoyed when her name is on the trending topic in Twitter. If you hate Rebecca Black, too bad she’s stressing you out. She’s just a kid, so just let her be. I think there’s no reason no hate her irrationally because I don’t think she’s to be taken seriously in the first place.

So, chill and have fun! Fun! Fun!

Posted in blah on 03/25/2011 by whatevertoni

“Some times people put up walls, not to keep people away, but to see who cares enough to tear those walls down” — Brooke Davis


Posted in 2NE1, blackjacks, Chaera, Hyoyeon on 03/25/2011 by whatevertoni

This blog has become a personal blog. I post KPOP stuff in my tumblr. So far, I have created three ChaeRa fanfics, and I haven’t thought of doing another one. I’m not exactly inspired to write about them. 2NE1 is kind of MIA once again. Anyway, my KPOP (Hyoyeon, 2NE1, Bigbang) updates are once again in my tumblr. Tumblr is for lazy fans like me. I just keep on reblogging to my heart’s content.


There has been an increase in my site’s traffic. I wonder why. 😉

Much love,


Do it with Passion

Posted in blah on 03/24/2011 by whatevertoni

I look up to people who live life passionately. They do well in their jobs. It’s not because of the rewards they get. It’s the fulfillment that they get doing the job itself. They wouldn’t even call it job. It’s more like a hobby. It bothers me that every day seems like a drag to me. I am contented, but I long to contribute to the world by doing something I love, something meaningful. I hope to start doing that something my heart longs to do.

The sound of the..

Posted in blah on 03/12/2011 by whatevertoni



bustling leaves..

solo violin..

are sounds of longing.