Archive for September, 2011

Dear ______h,

Posted in blah on 09/26/2011 by whatevertoni

We had a good run, but I’m no longer interested in having another one. You have a lot to be thankful for. Don’t throw it all away. I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore. Let’s be friends. PLAIN friends.  God Bless!

Good Vibes Please!

Posted in blah on 09/26/2011 by whatevertoni

I can’t help but drift back to the hell time working for that network. I still feel bitter over everything that happened. It’s just hard for me to swallow failure. I’m blogging about it because I want to reverse it. I want something good to come out of it. Maybe now it still doesn’t make sense having to go through that torture. But right now, I just want to be thankful that I’m on the right track. I’m also thankful that it’s over now. It’s no longer relevant in my present. I’m thankful for the lessons I learned. I’m thankful that I didn’t go deeply down that road. I’m thankful for the love and support of my family and friends. I was at my weakest point yet they held me tight. Most of all, I thank God for being my protector. I know He will eventually lead me to healing. Thank you Lord!

Peace and Quiet

Posted in blah on 09/05/2011 by whatevertoni

I love the peace and quiet here in the apartment right now. It penetrates my soul. For a while, I feel calm. Thank you Lord!