Archive for emptiness

Fucked up!

Posted in blah, express, love?! with tags , , on 01/15/2010 by whatevertoni

I woke up feeling fucked up today. So I decided to smoke cigs in an attempt to melt away the negativity that’s building up inside of me. I still feel uneasy even after smoking. Oh man, I really can’t take this emptiness.


What’s missing was you

Posted in blah, express, love?! with tags , , , on 01/09/2010 by whatevertoni

DEDICATED TO NO ONE IN PARTICULAR. I don’t actually have someone special these days. I don’t have hang-ups or whatever in my heart. It’s just plain empty space.

PAUSE by Kjwan

I thought I didn’t need you
Thought I could rule the world without you by my side
As the world bears down on my shoulders
I find the fear doesn’t subside

Where have you been?
I’ve been so alone
I don’t know how I’ve lasted this long

You said “The fires won’t consume you,
And in the rivers you won’t drown”
I wish to pause this moment
‘Cause as I cry I start to realize
What’s missing was you

I need you
You give me strength
You take away my fear
There was a void in my heart that only you could fill